1. |
happy to be here
01:03
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2. |
heavy sleeper
03:20
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when you're asleep next to me
your eyes flutter involuntarily
i count the scars on your arms
and on your legs and on the rest of your body
i wish you would stop hurting yourself
i wish you would stop hurting yourself
it's as if i was given my life
just so i could share it with you
i worry about you all the time
even when you tell me you're fine
i wish you would stop hurting yourself
i wish you would stop hurting yourself
because you mean so much to me
and i love you more than i've loved anybody else
but you sleep so heavily dear
and you not waking up is my biggest fear
i wish you would stop hurting yourself
i wish you would stop hurting yourself
you think it doesn't effect anyone else
but it hurts me when you hurt yourself
i wish you would stop hurting yourself
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3. |
you
01:36
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you, always so flirty. i love our love; it's awkward and dirty. i would take you on a shopping spree if i had any money--even just a penny. i'd buy you something pretty. when you're lying next to me, i feel like i can hardly breathe. i ask myself, "how can this be?" i think you are the bee's knees. i love you, and you love me. i hope you do at least...
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4. |
zoloft song
01:59
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uninspired
i'm so tired
one pill makes me shaky
and the other makes me lazy
i feel dead
in my head
am i okay?
i never know what to say
i can't calm down
when you're not around
i feel sad in ways i've never felt before
being alive has never felt like such a bore
i feel dead
in my head
am i okay?
i know i'll never be okay
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5. |
forty-four miles
02:44
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i can't keep from crying
i feel like i'm dying
my chest is caving in
i'm peeling off all of my skin
and my muscles atrophy
but all i feel is apathy
as my bones crack and crumble
my teeth fall out as i mumble
what's wrong with me?
but it's all in my head
and i'm not really dead
i should've crashed my car last night
driving forty-four miles with you on my mind
what is happiness and what does it mean?
no matter how much i bleed you'll never love me
there's a war inside my brain
and it's driving me insane
what's wrong with me?
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6. |
here to be happy
01:48
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