i can't keep from crying
i feel like i'm dying
my chest is caving in
i'm peeling off all of my skin
and my muscles atrophy
but all i feel is apathy
as my bones crack and crumble
my teeth fall out as i mumble
what's wrong with me?
but it's all in my head
and i'm not really dead
i should've crashed my car last night
driving forty-four miles with you on my mind
what is happiness and what does it mean?
no matter how much i bleed you'll never love me
there's a war inside my brain
and it's driving me insane