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#totalburnout (demo)

from Still Too Sad by small goth

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(drunk take 2)

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I'm constantly scared of something
nothing in particular
I'm learning how to breathe
I am the epitome of emotional instability

I belong inside of a collapsing house
so what's happening outside of me
will look just like my sanity
what's happening inside my body

maybe one day I'll sleep
and maybe one day I'll eat
I can't remember the last time
I consumed anything but coffee

anxiety-induced chronic loss of appetite
mood fluctuating
and I wake up shaking
I think I'm breaking... down

I don't know quite who I am anymore
my body is so foreign to me
third person POV
dissociating paralyzingly

maybe one day I'll speak
and maybe one day I'll move my feet
I can't remember how to walk right now
and I don't feel like me

I feel like shit every time that I'm sober
but I know doing drugs won't cure me;
the fix is temporary
but now I'm fucked up permanently

maybe one day I'll be
genuinely happy
function normally
in society

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from Still Too Sad, released June 25, 2016

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