1. |
intro
01:49
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2. |
#totalburnout (demo)
03:44
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I'm constantly scared of something
nothing in particular
I'm learning how to breathe
I am the epitome of emotional instability
I belong inside of a collapsing house
so what's happening outside of me
will look just like my sanity
what's happening inside my body
maybe one day I'll sleep
and maybe one day I'll eat
I can't remember the last time
I consumed anything but coffee
anxiety-induced chronic loss of appetite
mood fluctuating
and I wake up shaking
I think I'm breaking... down
I don't know quite who I am anymore
my body is so foreign to me
third person POV
dissociating paralyzingly
maybe one day I'll speak
and maybe one day I'll move my feet
I can't remember how to walk right now
and I don't feel like me
I feel like shit every time that I'm sober
but I know doing drugs won't cure me;
the fix is temporary
but now I'm fucked up permanently
maybe one day I'll be
genuinely happy
function normally
in society
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3. |
sick burn
01:42
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burned my bagel
but I'm gonna
eat it anyway
tryin not to
let it bring me
down today
had a cup of
coffee to
wake me up
but the coffee
was burnt too
what the fuck?
I'll have a
Xanny or two
to calm me down
because I
hate it when you're
not around
you are sleeping
in my bed
right now
but I'm packing
to go back to
our college town
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5. |
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we are all victims, but you think you're the only one
we're all just trying to make it through to the setting sun
the days are hard; believe me I know
the nights can be so much harder when you are all alone
it'll hurt me, but if it's what you need
you can always take it out on me
I'll stand by your side when everyone else leaves
but remember you are not the only one who bleeds
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6. |
1914 (Florist cover)
01:53
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7. |
Paranoia (demo)
02:54
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paranoia is no fucking fun
boy, you could've been the one
beneath the sadness I am fun
but anxiety blinds me like the sun
you love me with vomit on my face
from feeling like I don't have a place
I wish I could live in outer space
I wish I could feel your warm embrace
paranoia
please stay here, my dear
I can't help but think
you would leave me here
alone
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